im a faggot.. why’d i even write this.
Im not one to share my feelings. at all. but its easy for you and you friends to make fun of those stupid ass girls who are always crying and upset over a guy, but its really diffrent when your that girl. that girl that actually falls for their bestfriend, all my close friends are guys i always promised myself i wouldnt do it, i wouldnt fall for any of my guy friends. fail. its hard, because 1. you tell him, he dosent like you back and your unhappy because your friendship is over. 48% of happening. 2. you dont tell him, you dont want to loose your friendship. you stay just friends, and your unhappy. 48% of happening. 3. you tell him and he actually likes you back. and your finally happy. 4% of happening. so what do you do ? your stuck. i decided our friendship meant to much to tell him and possibly ruin it. and what do you know, you find out that four percent was you. but you know what you find out when hes already happy with somebody else. your not one of those girls, that gets attached to guys in high school like a dumb bitch, but guess what, you did. and now your alone and he’s happy. happy now ?
